i liked the lyrics of the song the minute i heard it.
maybe there would never be chaos anymore.
again don't get me wrong. i am trying not to sound
like a newly-baptized christian. i am still a catholic and
as a matter of fact, the last time i attended mass was last christmas.
the point? nothing really. i am just having this feeling
that tells me to be good. good spiritually i guess.
maybe it's my conscience. the moral sense of what's right
and wrong according to the dictionary. that's arguable
since we have different (sense of) morals. what maybe moral to
one may not be to another. that's a point, but i guess
we all have this voice within us that always tells us what's right
and wrong. i remember when i was in pampanga, i received
a txt message from my girlfriend telling me that a friend of ours was now a
christian. good for her i thought. then i told jon2, who was
with me and mercy at the time because we were auditing GNC, about
my plan to change my religion, if only to change my not-so-fine ways.
he told me that the "urge" must come from within, not from without.
that moved me. it struck me. i did not see it coming, especially from jon2
because, nowadays people would rather talk about sex and masturbation
but not religion. i don't know, maybe because of respect or something.
or maybe fear, i don't know. which brings me again to someone whom
i overheard saying that you should not believe in something you can't
explain. ok i said to myself, why don't you explain how an atomic bomb works
or its composition. i am 99 percent sure you don't know. but i am 100 and
1 percent sure you believe in its power. he has to, unless he has not heard
yet the word nagasaki or hiroshima.
the point again? not all things in this world can be explained.
we just have to believe it. we have to.
"For those who believe in God, no explanations needed;
For those who don't, no exlplanation is needed."
- John La Farge
We have to believe in karma. we have to believe in love.
We have to believe in conscience. we have to believe that
all of us are somehow inter-connected and that whatever
we do to others will always come back to us or to our loved ones.
(la lang. just a thought . . . . and a theory.... )